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silverwings2188 @ 2006-07-04T12:23:00

2006-07-04T16:23:48Z

Kathy Griffin
South Shore Music Circus, Cohasset, MA
Fri, Aug 25, 2006 08:00 PM

i think i wanna go!

silverwings2188 @ 2006-06-23T16:31:00

2006-06-23T20:32:44Z

since i got this bad daddy...

i think i should get this to kinda match

that would be so rad!

a public thank you to eve turner...

2006-06-21T05:24:07Z

dear eve turner,
you are a whore and i just wanted to thank you for ruining my life and my summer. i cannot go out and see my friends and now i cannot afford a laptop for school because you are making me pay $350 to iparty for taking a few peanut butter cups. and and lets not forget that your sidekick dave the district manager fired me as well, so i am now unemployed. oh eve, with your massive out of style shoulder pads, and your stupid walk-in hair salon cut, and your terrible lisp and your cheap makeup and your horrible long buck teeth, i just want to thank you for taking the chance to be a huge dirty whore, and know that is from the bottom of my heart. you have really changed my life.

love yours truely,
brendan

p.s. to anyone who has read this, if you ever get a chance to meet eve in person, sock her in the ovaries for me. thanks a buch!

silverwings2188 @ 2006-06-14T01:34:00

2006-06-14T05:34:53Z

tonight was bridge jumping
it was wicked intense
and i am really kinda sore now
my neck is wicked stiff

ouchies!

silverwings2188 @ 2006-05-11T22:07:00

2006-05-12T02:21:56Z

i might update more often
im kinda over myspace and facebook and i need something else online to do
so maybe ill go back to lj

so yeah, work tonight was really good with emily w, emily b, and mari.
mari and i talked about her band and music all day basically
she is pretty much the woman
im glad im myspace friends with her, cause when she leaves its gunna be so bad
i think im going to buy her a coldstone cake and have it say " good luck bitch!" on it, just cause thats how i roll
also i found out tonight emily b. is funny and cant say the word vajina. haha
overall i had a pretty good night at the home of the party pro's

ive been feeling really lame recently
im clearly not a good friend at all
im kinda sick of being poor and i wish i could buy my friends nice things to really show how much i appreciate them, cause i do, but i cant. i hate it.

i cant really even buy myself things anymore. im trying to save money so that i wont be in debt for the rest of my life. money makes me so paranoid. it sucks to not have things handed to you. sure i love that i have a car and my parents basically pay for all of my car insurance, and i have decent clothes, i try and appreciate the things i get. but still, i think that with all the crap that happens, i think i might deserve a little something. and it sucks when your pushed aside for people who have alot of money or their parents money.
oh well... its life

hoooyyyyyyy...
so yeah, ive been upset with myself this whole week
im pretty sure its the rain
and marilyn is pissing me off as of lately
i am so over school
i cant wait for the summer
so i wont have to deal with this crap

silverwings2188 @ 2006-04-15T01:48:00

2006-04-15T05:48:42Z

i feel like throwing up

i hate this! :(

silverwings2188 @ 2006-04-06T23:28:00

2006-04-07T03:30:28Z

"We regret to inform you that we could not possibly see how we could accept you into the Rhode Island School of Design."

is basically what it said in a nutshell
sara got rejected too so i shouldnt feel so bad about it
but i do
it just would have been nice to get in
and maybe i would have gone

i just hope i get accepted to mass art
cause if not im stuck with UMD
but thats not so bad, chris is going there and so is amanda and cady

i dont know
w/e

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-25T01:07:00

2006-03-25T06:08:31Z

Is anybody out there?
Does anybody see?
That when the lights are off something's killing me.
I know it seems like people care,
Cause they're always around me.
But when the day is done and everybody runs

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

When the show is over
And it's empty everywhere
It's so hard to face going back alone
So I walk around the city
Anything, anything to clear my head
I've got nowhere to go nowhere but home

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall

It may seem I have everything
But everything means nothing
When the ride that you've been on
That you're coming off
Leaves you feeling lost

Is anybody out there
Does anybody see
sometimes lonliness
is just apart of me

Who will be the one to save me from myself
Who will be the one who's there
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
Who's gonna catch me when I fall
And not ashamed to see me crawl
Who's gonna catch me when I fal

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-24T23:54:00

2006-03-25T04:55:14Z

i swear
i will drive myself into a tree sometime soon
i swear

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-19T01:33:00

2006-03-19T06:33:56Z

i am ready for blow out 3
johnathan is probably one of my most favorite people ever

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-18T00:30:00

2006-03-18T05:32:34Z

why do i kinda like st. brendan's cross?
apparently he was a navigator
which makes complete sense with what happened today...

"its the next left"
"go straight, wait...you can't go straight"
"i think im going to boot"
"wouldnt it be funny if i booted out your window and then the guy in that red car saw me and he booted too?"

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-12T15:47:00

2006-03-12T20:48:44Z

im not doing your make-up
filthy pre-teen hoe

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-09T21:09:00

2006-03-10T02:10:14Z

why is it that im never happy???

can i please just puch someone in the face
maybe that will help

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-09T19:23:00

2006-03-10T00:23:28Z

Identity

Who am I?
Who are you?
What am I to you?
What are you to me?

Traits and Personality

When's my birthday?
Do you know my full name?
What's my nationality (list all that you know)?
What's my religion?
My color hair?
My color eyes?
What mood am I usually in?
What's the most common thing I say?

Am I...

Artistic?
Amusing?
Funny?
Sarcastic?
Mean?
Scary?
Dumb?
Sexy?
Hot?
Cute?
Lovable?

Would you

Say hi to me?
Punch me?
Hold my hand?
Hurt me?
Hug me?
Kill me?
Kiss me (friendly)?
Kiss me (passionately)?
Use me?
Have sex with me?
Marry me?

Do you

Like me?
Think I'm annoying?
Think I'm hot?
Think you know me?
Love me?

My Favorite

Ice cream flavor?
Food?
Drink?
Type of music?
Band/Singer?
Animal?
Color?
Scent?
Person?

Getting to know

What's one good thing about me?
What's the one bad thing about me?
What's the best advice you can give me?
Why are you my friend (if you are)?
Why do you tolerate me?
Who is my best friend(s)?
Who do I hate most?
Who do I love most?

Future

Do you think you know what I'll do in the next 5 years (Write out your predictions)?
What do you think I'll become?
Who do you think I'll marry?
Do you think I'd make a good parent?
Do you think my kids would like me?
Who do you think; out of all the poeple I know now; will I still know and still be friends with 10-20 years from now?

Random

Do you want to say anything to me?
Do I love you?

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-08T23:22:00

2006-03-09T04:23:23Z

lets talk about project runway for a quick five

i loved everyones collection
even though nothing compares to jay's
but whatever

im glad chloe won
even though daniel didnt
which makes me kinda sad

just watch out for me on season 4

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-07T21:05:00

2006-03-08T02:07:14Z

well talking to my parents about possibly getting a new car, not even for myself, was a really bad idea

i just feel like im in a constant competition with everyone and anyone
in everything and anything
and im always losing
no matter how hard i try
and i feel like crap

i dont even know what im feeling right now
i just wish i wasnt me

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-05T23:08:00

2006-03-06T04:12:09Z

dear friends,

if you can get me, or knows someone who can get me a dress form, or a mannequin that i can make dresses with, for really really really really cheap money, that would be awesome! ill make you something!

love brendan!

silverwings2188 @ 2006-03-05T02:29:00

2006-03-05T07:32:33Z

of the brendan morris collection

my infulence is 1960's-1970's, and boho styles, with a little bit of me i think
i like it, so i thought i would share a bit with you...

thats it for now

silverwings2188 @ 2006-02-25T19:22:00

2006-02-26T00:23:08Z

this vacation seems to be getting worse and worse

yaaayyyyyy

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silverwings2188 @ 2006-02-13T22:01:00

2006-02-14T03:01:46Z

yeah, i bought this on friday
and watched it 3 times so far

what of it?

silverwings2188 @ 2006-02-07T20:56:00

2006-02-08T01:58:57Z

i just finished my risd app

really weird

today fucking sucked dick like a crack whore
i wanted to punch a few people today
but i wont name names

silverwings2188 @ 2006-02-06T21:07:00

2006-02-07T02:09:47Z

i'm making myself sick thinking about college
mrs lisk is a lame guidance counselor

:(

silverwings2188 @ 2006-02-05T12:58:00

2006-02-05T17:58:52Z

its times like these i feel like i dont belong

weird huh?

whatever

silverwings2188 @ 2006-01-31T21:55:00

2006-02-01T03:03:56Z

Valentines Day Survey

1. ARE YOU SINGLE, TAKEN, DATING?
single, obviously

2. DO YOU HAVE A DATE FOR VALENTINES DAY?
psht no

3. IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
probably going to do something at home, probably play soul calibur 3 or watch some hp, whichever one comes first

5. WITH WHO?
mw and my ps2, no doubt

6. FAVORITE GIFT TO RECIEVE FOR VALENTINES DAY?!
i dont get valentines day gifts

7. ARE YOU DIFFERENT IN RELATIONSHIPS THEN YOU ARE IF YOUR NOT IN ONE?
i wouldnt know

8. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A GOOD VALENTINES DAY DATE?
i think

9. DO YOU LIKE VALENTINES DAY?
whatever

10. WHAT MAKES YOU A GOOD CATCH?
what doesnt make me a good catch is an even harder question

11. WHAT WAS YOUR LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
a few days

12. ARE YOU FAITHFUL IN A RELATIONSHIP OR DO YOU FLIRT?
i flirt with everyone

13. WHAT HAPPENS IF YOU'RE ALONE ON VALENTINES DAY?
nothing

14. HAVE YOU EVER BROKEN A HEART?
thousands

15. HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN YOUR HEART BROKEN?
i have a heart?

16. HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR BF/GF GOING OUT WITH THEIR FRIENDS WITHOUT YOU?
i wouldnt care

17. HAVE YOU EVER GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE WHO YOU DIDN'T LIKE?
yes

18. HOW LONG WAS YOUR SHORTEST RELATIONSHIP?
2 days, if you say something, and you know who you are, i will probably not talk to you ever again

19. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CHEATED ON?
all the time

20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP WHERE HE/SHE DIDN'T TRUST YOU?
n/a

21. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOUR RELATIONSHIP WAS GOING TOO FAST?
every day

22. WERE YOU EVER ALONE ON VALENTINES DAY?
for 17 years, but whatever

LOVES IT

silverwings2188 @ 2006-01-30T17:13:00

2006-01-30T22:13:47Z

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Sorry for the inconvenience. 1/30/2006

fuck that